Beyond my Expectations

It's ok that at a certain period in your life you don't find your way and you need people to help you.. and even that i didn't want to be the one to help but i helped it's like you have no strength to do it but u did with all your pain.. i am not sad because the pain of helping but I'm sad because the pain of that's all Fake .

Because the funny thing that it's not about needing someone to help you it was about your life became different and you are lost between what u became and your character ... and to persuade urself that u r trying to fix this by asking for help from one side and enjoy being aimless in the other side ..

At a point we should know the face that we won't change people, we try to help them but we won't act for them...

People do change!!

As i had friends from school and college and i know that everyday is an indicator for our characters..

will we change or not?
will we protect our concepts against anyone wanna change them?
will we be proud to do the right thing regardless what other will say about it?
will we be honest with ourselves if we did wrong thing and try to change it?
will we stop loving this world as if it's endless and think about day we will meet Allah?
will we love Allah the way he loves and cares about us?

I dunno but i feel people change so much.. to be honest sometimes it scares me how people forget about their concepts and faith and god because they want life, i'm even afraid i'm like that too.

I just don't care where i go as long as it will be with my faith and my god and my religion :) that i'm proud of even if i had to go through difficult situations..

coz at the end who doesn't want to be with our prophet in Paradise whatever it cost in this world it really worths it, Rabena yegma3na kolena fel Jannah.. we yesabetna 3ala denoh :)

Amen

Have no one but You!!

At a point in our lives it's like u r looking for someone to understand, hear, care about you...

family who listen, a friend to understand but they aren't there for you for some reasons..

At this point you feel so lonely.. you feel you are falling..

specially when you know you wanna be a good person and you are trying but life sometimes is cruel..

What if you have another one who CARES, LOVE, UNDERSTAND, HEAR...etc.
you..

What if he's Avaliable all the time..

What if He's ALLAH... lately the most thing I ask Allah with is "Be with me" that's all what i need i love these words

"Who has Allah what will he lose and who lose Allah what does he have?!!"

I hope we all think about Allah when we reach to this point or even if we didn't coz at the end Allah is the only one who can make you feel better about the way things go..

To Get That Close

If you spend your whole life trying to get close from people you love sure it'll be nice and you will feel happy to be surrounded with people who loves you but it's totally different when it comes to Allah...

Because when you get close from your friends or family by doing good deeds you won't guarantee that they do the same or appreciate what are you doing for them but when you do something good for the sake of Allah you'll always get great things that will happen in your life...

I believe that getting close to Allah makes you feel satisfied, happy and secured... if you need anything you know that Allah is by ur side just ask him and you'll get what you asked for fel donia or 2a7'ra without being worried...

Just living this life with Allah not with people makes your life much easier to live coz must of our anger comes out of forgetting that when we are good to someone thats for the sake of Allah not for sake of humans to do the same for us...

Rabena yerzo2na be7osn el 7'atema we yo7'rgna men el donia 3ala 7'yer we yegma3na fel Jannah Insha'Allah .. :)

That's me

I always have things that i believe in so much these things I've raised up with and I think it's difficult to leave them...Those things are my principles.

I believe people are different they have different concepts, principles, limits.... so on, and it doesn't really matter the main thing that people respect you for who you are and understand that this is the way you chose and that what makes you happy.

I have a friend who has different principles compared to mine, it's ok with me since the major things at least are the same...but what made me feel bad that one day she wanted to involve me in what she's doing to prove to herself she's right and that I crossed my principles and we are the same..!!

Every day on our lives we experience people want to change us so that we fit their lives with intentionally or unintentionally..

The Main thing is to Follow your Heart and Principles..
Even if this person who wants to change you is the closest one to your heart..
Even if this person is your Friend.. Relative.. etc.

I always keep this in my mind "Don't do something today to gain people's love and lose yourself and moreover lose ALLAH forever"...

I know The most important thing to me is ALLAH then my Mother that's why I think about what I'll do twice so that i won't lose any of them..

Stick to your principles even if it means a GREAT LOSS at least you'll Gain Allah and With Allah NO LOSS..

" Who found Allah what will he lose and Who lost Allah what will he find? "

2alahom 2ejma3ana ma3 el rasoul fe Jannat el Ferdos we 2a7'rejna men el Donia 3ala 7'ier..

Great Moments

Great Moment is not when people tell you how much u r wonderful..

Great Moment is not when you are surrounded with all people u love..

Great Moment is not when you hear a good news..

Great Moment is not when you buy new stuff..

Maybe it's good moments but it's all about life which isn't permanent..

REAL Great Moments when you live with Allah..

REAL Great Moments when you sit infront of the Sea knowing that people having fun at the beach but you chose to be with Allah..

REAL Great Moments when you enjoy having each breath for Islam..

REAL Great Moments when you have true friend who helps you to get closer to Allah..

If u lived like that you'll never be lonely coz ppl come and go but Allah always there by your side..

At the Day of judgment you won't regret for not living with ur friends more or enjoy with ur life more but you'll regret that u didn't live with Allah each minute..

I'm saying these words to me before anybody else...

Allahom 2ejma3na fe el fardos el 2a3la ma3 rasolna Muhammed (PBUH) we 2ej3al el donia 2a7'er hamana we 2e7'regna menha 3ala 7'yer..we nas2alak 7obak we kol 3amal yokarebona lak..

Beyond me but not Beyond Allah

Sometimes I feel I can control everything the way I want it to be but then life showed me that..

everything might be not clear
everything will not be controllable most of the time
everything isn't in my hands all the time
everything beyond me sometimes

I used to know how things will go like but now I don't know exactly.. Allah is the only one know it with its details and I'm not asking to know it but I just want Allah to make me strong and be a good Muslim and to success in my life under any condition as long as Allah is by my side :) ..