Did I lose Control ?

Do you know this period when you feel, you have no control over your life?

That Everything go in a way that you don't feel that's what you want...

You even don't have the time to think about what you want to do...

But I thought I'm the one who decide what to feel, I should control my life the way I want it to be... just doing what Allah wants me to do is the greatest thing.

Everyday devils (Shitan) have a mission which is to mess with your feelings to direct it to the opposite way, a way that won't please Allah subhanuh we ta'ala.

At the End we decide who we want to please who we want to follow.

but before you took your decision read a message from Allah and from Devil:

وَإِذَا سَأَلَكَ عِبَادِي عَنِّي فَإِنِّي قَرِيبٌ أُجِيبُ دَعْوَةَ الدَّاعِ إِذَا دَعَانِ فَلْيَسْتَجِيبُواْ لِي وَلْيُؤْمِنُواْ بِي لَعَلَّهُمْ يَرْشُدُونَ..البقرة186

وَقَالَ الشَّيْطَانُ لَمَّا قُضِيَ الأَمْرُ إِنَّ اللّهَ وَعَدَكُمْ وَعْدَ الْحَقِّ وَوَعَدتُّكُمْ فَأَخْلَفْتُكُمْ وَمَا كَانَ لِيَ عَلَيْكُم مِّن سُلْطَانٍ إِلاَّ أَن دَعَوْتُكُمْ فَاسْتَجَبْتُمْ لِي فَلاَ تَلُومُونِي وَلُومُواْ أَنفُسَكُم مَّا أَنَاْ بِمُصْرِخِكُمْ وَمَا أَنتُمْ بِمُصْرِخِيَّ إِنِّي كَفَرْتُ بِمَا أَشْرَكْتُمُونِ مِن قَبْلُ إِنَّ الظَّالِمِينَ لَهُمْ عَذَابٌ أَلِيمٌ.. إبراهيم22

Choose Allah in your life to Choose you at the End of the world (2a7'era).

If you don't feel good about something just leave it for Allah.